Imagine how I feel, I was interested in girls all the way back since elementary school before all the other kids, and remained a virgin forever, allowing me the opportunity to suffer the longest.
Now I'm a 26 year old half-pedo virgin NEET failure reject of society with no signs of going anywhere in life.
I've had dreams of wanting to get a girlfriend for almost my entire life, but I was a loner with a fear of talking to people so I couldn't make friends, let alone approach a girl. I suffered throughout middle school and high school as I saw all the other kids got girlfriends before me, despite the fact that I had my eyes on them first. By high school I began to realize my horrible virginly fate, and I started to completely give up on life, went from exceptional grades in class to just giving up on my work and failing everything. At age 21 I decided to finally confront my fears and approach a few girls, only to spill my spaghetti and earn a reputation as a creep and have Chad Thundercock personally come up to me and bully me while his girlfriend laughed at me.
This isn't just some bad thing that suddenly happened to me. It has been a long time coming. I've had my dreams built up for more than a decade, only to have it decay over the years as it slowly dawned on me, and finally shatter right in front of me and burst into a million pieces, while Chad arrives to stomp all over it and kick me when I'm down. I've suffered for a long time. I will never be able to get over this. I will NEVER forgive the normalfags for this.